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Song Credit: Explosions in the Sky, “Your Hand In Mine”
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The throaty rumble of a partially restored black ’65 Mustang reverberates through the shadowed alley behind The Hole, a gritty dive bar with a soul as worn as its walls. The rusted door swings open, spilling four recently graduated high schoolers into the dimly lit hallway, their hearts pounding as they carry their instruments through the narrow space. The scent of mold and stale cheap beer clings to the walls, mingling with the tension that hangs between them. It’s their first live show—a moment they’ve all dreamed of, but the reality of it twists their insides like a restless beast.
The bar’s facade is cloaked in black, with only a modest hanging sign above the entrance whispering its name. A worn flyer taped to the door announces, “DEBUTING LIVE this Saturday at 7pm… INTO ANOTHER… Thank You.” Inside, a handful of shadowy regulars are scattered along the bar, the dim lighting barely touching their slouched figures. Behind the counter, the bartender checks his watch, a flicker of doubt in his eyes, wondering if this band will actually show.
The opening guitar notes are soft and delicate, each one carefully placed, as if hesitant to break the silence. They flow like a stream, clear and unhurried, inviting the listener to step into a world of calm reflection. The melody emerges slowly, like a flower unfolding its petals, revealing layers of tender emotion with each passing moment.
Matt, the drummer, clad in a white tee, Levi’s, and scuffed Doc Martens, is the first to step into the dim corridor. He’s the backbone of the band, oldest in the group, the owner of the Mustang and therefore band chauffeur, the one who held them together through the late-night practices in his garage, the one who lied to the bartender about their age to get this gig. His steady hands carry the weight of their dreams, but tonight, even he feels the strain.
Connor, the guitarist, dressed in his letterman’s jacket, a collared polo shirt beneath, jeans, and scuffed Converse, follows closely, his trademark swagger slipping as he fights to keep his cool. He’s the archetypal charismatic frontman, a jock who balances varsity football with the raw edge of their evolved rock sound. But tonight, his arrogance is tinged with anxiety, guilt and regret.
Millie, the band’s lead singer and Connor’s on-again, off-again flame, trails behind, her platinum blonde bob streaked with magenta highlights catching the sparse red glow of the club’s lights, her holey paint-splattered tee, jeans, and combat boots adding to her pixie punk rock persona. They’ve been arguing all night—about everything, about nothing. The cracks in their relationship are widening, and the show is about to start. Millie, her beauty hardened by early family strife, carries a palpable intense anger. She’s learned to channel her rage, storing it in a deep well within her, using it as the powerful fuel that drives her on stage.
As the music progresses, the rhythm gains strength, a subtle pulse that begins to resonate deeper within. The guitars weave together, their chords intertwining like vines climbing toward the sky, creating a tapestry of sound that feels both fragile and strong. The music breathes, expanding and contracting, drawing the listener into its embrace. There is a sense of anticipation, as if the song is on the cusp of something profound, yet it remains grounded in its simplicity, allowing each note to linger in the air.
“Just leave me the fuck alone, Connor,” Millie snaps, pushing his hand off her arm. She’s tired of the cycle—of the breaking up, the making up, the endless loop of hurt and half-hearted apologies. She walks away, her voice a whisper of resolute iron. Looking around she shouts “get your ass prepared to go on in five.”
“Nothing happened between us, I swear,” Connor reaches out, but the words die in his throat as she brushes past Sean, the quiet, enigmatic bassist—born Qian before his family’s immigration from Taiwan at three—his heart heavy with unspoken feelings. He watches her go, his chest tightening with every step she takes away from him. For a moment, the weight of his secret crush on Millie threatens to spill over, but he swallows it down, like he always does.
“Hey, Sean, you got your setup all ready?” Connor’s voice cuts through Sean’s thoughts, pulling him back to the present.
“Almost,” Sean mutters, his eyes lingering on Millie as she disappears toward the stage.
“Well then, come help me since I have a much more complicated setup than you,” Connor commands, not waiting for a response before dragging Sean toward the car. Sean complies, as he always does, hiding his feelings beneath a mask of quiet obedience.
In the alley, Matt and Connor unload the last of their gear. The night air is cool, but the tension is thick. Connor’s voice takes on an edge as he drills Sean about a tricky part in the second verse. “Did you practice that part I told you about?”
“Yeah, all afternoon,” Sean replies, his voice steady despite the pressure.
“Good. We can’t afford to mess up on stage,” Connor snaps.
Matt, taking a last drag from his cigarette before snuffing it out under his Doc Martins, steps in, his voice calm but firm. “Leave it alone, Connor. You’re just making it worse, stressing everyone out.”
Connor glares at him, the frustration boiling over. “Just because you don’t take this shit seriously doesn’t mean the rest of us shouldn’t.”
Matt’s eyes flash with a rare anger as he gets in Connor’s face. “Chill the fuck out. No one made you the leader of this band.”
Sean, ever the reserved peacemaker, steps between them. “Hey guys, we only have a few minutes left. Maybe we should just get set up.”
Midway through, the song reaches a peak, where the music swells with a wave of intensity. The guitars rise, their tones growing bolder, more confident, as if they are lifting a weight from the heart. The sound cascades in waves, crashing and receding, creating a powerful yet controlled surge of emotion. The rhythm becomes more insistent, driving the melody forward, as if urging it to reach for something just out of reach. It is a moment of release, where the music breaks free from its gentle beginnings and soars into the sky.
Back inside, Sean tunes his bass near the stage when Millie approaches him, bidding a need for a close confidante. “I’m going to break up with Connor after the show,” she confesses, her voice low. “I wanted to give you a heads up because I’m not sure what this means for the future of the band.”
Sean’s heart skips a beat. “Oh, I see. What are you going to do?”
Millie shrugs, a small, sad smile playing on her lips. “No fucking clue. Maybe go solo?”
Without missing a beat, Sean blurts out, “Cool, can I join you?”
She looks at him, surprised but touched. “Of course, if that’s what I decide. I’d love to keep jamming with you. You’re the one stable thing in my life. I wouldn’t have even graduated without your help, Sean.” She pulls him into a tight hug, and for a moment, all the tension, all the fear, melts away. Sean closes his eyes, holding onto the hope that maybe, just maybe, things will be different in the future. That one day soon Millie will spontaneously realize a dormant romantic love for the sweet, ever consistent, always supportive Sean.
On stage setting up his effects pedals Connor catches Millie and Sean embracing. He whispers to himself, “good look bro, friends route never works.”
As the crescendo fades, the music begins to descend, returning to the calm and introspective tones from which it began. The intensity softens, and the melody becomes more reflective, as if looking back on the journey it has just taken. The guitars, once bold, now speak in softer tones, echoing with a sense of closure, as if bidding farewell to something cherished. The sound slows, allowing the listener to savor the final moments, each note a lingering echo of the emotions that have been stirred.
As the minutes tick down, the band gathers offstage, forming a circle. Millie’s right hand meets Connor’s left, his right threads through Matt’s left, Matt’s right hand seeks Sean’s left, and Sean’s fingers softly entwine with Millie’s, closing the circle in a quiet unity. They stand into another, heads bowed, breathing in unison, the weight of their shared journey grounding them, preparing them for the leap they’re about to take. In this brief, eternal breath of time, the friction between them fades, replaced by a grace that cleanses their hearts, making room for love to flourish. The remnants of past pain are woven into the fabric of a deeper bond, uniting them in newfound harmony.
Millie’s voice breaks the silence, soft yet strong. “Guys, it’s been a crazy, wild ride to get here, and honestly, I’m amazed we managed to stick together.” Tears slip down her cheeks, mirrored by the glistening eyes of her bandmates. Her voice quivers defiantly “I love you guys so fucking much. You’re my family. Now let’s go leave our hearts out there.”
They step into the blinding lights of the stage to find the once-empty bar now filled with friends and family. “Thank you for coming out tonight. We are Into Another,” Millie says warmly to the crowd, then turns around facing the boys, the light shimmering on her face, a smile blooming as she gives a nod. Connor launches into a catchy guitar riff, its bright tones slicing through the room, followed by the deep, echoing boom of Matt’s bass drum, a heartbeat that anchors the melody. Sean’s bass murmurs beneath, a barely audible current that adds texture, until Millie’s melodic voice enters, lifting the music to a place of pure euphony. Suddenly, nothing else matters—past arguments, future sorrows all fade away. In that moment, bathed in starlight, they become a single entity, perfectly in sync, a champagne supernova.
The guitars fade like the last rays of sunlight. The music’s journey is complete, yet its impact lingers, a quiet reminder of the beauty found in the flow of euphony and the emotions it can evoke. The silence that follows is not empty, but full of the echoes of the sounds that touched the soul, a reflection of the delicate balance between tension and release, between sound and silence, between love and hate.
Special Dedication
This piece was inspired by my high school buddies and Wintersburg Channel bandmates: Matthew Evans, Matt Huffman and Andy Leishman.